I'm pissed that I'm was fucking smart, on my way out of here...and now I can't. I'm putting my trust in the fact that God knows what he's doing and my journey is just changing course...
I want to forget all this shit, I want to be able to just breathe and let it go, but I can't.
I want to just fucking let all my stress out and go crazydrunkfuckrollcumscreamdance. Skins style.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
no inspiration.
Click the pics.
Wiz inspired me...barely. Can't think straight enough to...z z z Zz.
I feel like Katie from Skins. Ugh. I miss Skins so much.
Going to another doctor tomorrow. At 11am. Its now 818Am...fuck.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
FACEBOOK FAIL.
Posting my blog came out as an Ad, complete fail, but I'm not going to take it off because I guess thats part of the anxiety, I shouldn't give a fuck what people think.
So basically right now I'm feeling like people are going to think I'm another low self-esteem attention whore: Follow me on tumblr! Formspring me! Like my posts! How bout...suck my dick?
I've been on facebook a lot lately, even though I hate it. I guess it makes me feel normal, because everyone else does it. In reality though I like getting pissed off at all the stupid shit I see.
....i kinda miss myspace. people didn't have as much balls. you said shit that you would actually say to the person in real life. because i honestly think when you first meet someone your convo isn't going to go like this:
hey, im bob. give me a rate and tell me if we're gonna fuck or not.
..i'm not judging though...because at least it shows who people really are...
whores & all.
So basically right now I'm feeling like people are going to think I'm another low self-esteem attention whore: Follow me on tumblr! Formspring me! Like my posts! How bout...suck my dick?
I've been on facebook a lot lately, even though I hate it. I guess it makes me feel normal, because everyone else does it. In reality though I like getting pissed off at all the stupid shit I see.
....i kinda miss myspace. people didn't have as much balls. you said shit that you would actually say to the person in real life. because i honestly think when you first meet someone your convo isn't going to go like this:
hey, im bob. give me a rate and tell me if we're gonna fuck or not.
..i'm not judging though...because at least it shows who people really are...
whores & all.
...
Going through too much, anxiety disorder?, I mean really, how the fuck did I get to this point?
Quit smoking...
Lost 40 llbs since December...
Lost 10 llbs since last week...
I'm not me...not who I used to be at least...
I make everyone nervous...
Feels like I got ADD...
Can't function...
So...I wanna free my mind.PictureMade: 01/22/11 1:40
...Back to art, helps me clear my mind.
And I'm tired of worrying about everyones fucking opinion all the time.
I used to never give a fuck,
Quit smoking...
Lost 40 llbs since December...
Lost 10 llbs since last week...
I'm not me...not who I used to be at least...
I make everyone nervous...
Feels like I got ADD...
Can't function...
So...I wanna free my mind.PictureMade: 01/22/11 1:40...Back to art, helps me clear my mind.
And I'm tired of worrying about everyones fucking opinion all the time.
I used to never give a fuck,
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